maladjusted

Nothing going on..today is a rain day..woohoo nothing like getting paid a few hours for nothing..Im really digging this new job.

all if well and good..

Sorry if ive been away for awhile,My new job is wicked good..but the hours are really long..im making great money..alas I have no time left to spend it..

Damn shame I missed the camping trip..I worked that weekend..I would of really liked to have gone..

around next week I should start driving some of the equipment around the job..like the...
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why do I feel so damnned lost right now?
why do I feel?
why do I choose to be alone..?
why does it have to be the right person?
why cant I be happy with the right now ?
why cant I ba happy with the girl thats right now?
Why Why Why?
As a child I had people to answer theses questions...where are thay...
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Quit my soul sucking job..still looking for a new one..who know what the future will bring..

Started talking with another girl named trish..Hot Hot Hot ink and all..Hmm Im a lucky boy..What they see in me I just dont know..

Sorry if I've been absent lately but looking for a joby job sucks furry ape nuts.........

Oh Well ...that relationship is so over,
back to being single..Which is really fine with me..
Im not so much going to miss the person as I am the cuddleing and hugs and kisses..
SO that tells me right there that it wasint the right person for me.

I've taken vacation for the next two weeks.
My Plan: quit my soul sucking job at the...
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Woe is me.

Over the holiday weekend,I stood someone that I really like up,Now she's pissed ...and with good reason..I know I would be alitttle upset..but then I forgive really quick too.

So what do we "evil" people to when sorry dosint seem to be enough.
Whats next .
I dont know how many times I've already said: Im so sorry,I wanted to hang with...
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Things are getting back to normal for me ..whatever that is.

Keeping a low profile at work.. so far so good have'int gotten in trouble in 2 weeks ..hehe im so bad.

Guess the talk with the girl worked,she's paying me more mind and doing the little things I like and need to feel right.

So enough about me how ya all doing ?

Love...
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Little update:

Not much going on of late,I've been trying to keep a low profile at work as to not get into trouble..so far so good.

Having some problems with the girl im seeing,and I think this one isint going to last.
She has been inattentive and abit distant.
I tried to talk to her about how I feel she's been and it didint go...
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Well back to work today...
I been suspended for the past three day for insubordination ..one more time and im fired .
Is it me ,is it my boss,?
alittle from a and b....
gonna have to call the union hall and fight it..my boss is the biggest asshat of all..

Love all xoxoxoxo

Looks like my mom is gonna be ok.I feel bad for her,its a bitch to do stuff with your off hand.
She now has more spare parts then me,I was joking with her,normaly im the one who is getting all broken up,and getting metal in me to hold me together.


Not much else going on,got a new bike and rode all over town with my...
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