maladjusted

I live, I breath,I am,
im not overly happy
im not overly sad
I am and I wait,hoping for that someone to make me swoon..
and be on the same page as I am at the same time.
I want hungry sex,with all my emotions all tyed up in it.I want my world to spin..
all in good time.
im in no rush.
thing will come as they may and im ..truly ok with that.
I gave up on ..sex with no ties for the time being.
its ok..but it leaves that little hole I seem to have..just that a hole.
maybe its because I know I can have that..
a phone call and that need is meet.
but. like almost all things that are easy they bore after a time.
I want more,and in time it will come.

yah that was all rather random..but ..thats me..

hugs all luv's xoxoxoxoxo