maladjusted

why do I feel so damnned lost right now?
why do I feel?
why do I choose to be alone..?
why does it have to be the right person?
why cant I be happy with the right now ?
why cant I ba happy with the girl thats right now?
Why Why Why?
As a child I had people to answer theses questions...where are thay now?
Why do I push people away ..that want to love me if I let them,?
Why cant I be happy with that ?
should I settle? would that make me happy ?...I dont think so...So I dont ...and I make others unhappy..Is that fair ? to them...to me ....I feeel lost...