maladjusted

Called back to work for Monday coming up. Just as I was giving up. I going to start back on the path to getting my EMT cert. I want some kind of back up in my life .
Someone asked me to go see Grindhouse.. so Im going to see that tonigh, coolness.
She makes me nervous though..like she just a little to good looking for me. If she wasn't so cool to talk to I'd be full on intimidated by her looks.
I started going to the gym again..I don't want to let my body go to shit..too much sitting around and too many beers can add up way to quick.
hehe I going shopping for cloths after the gym so I can dress in something other then Jeans and a t -shirt For Saturday when I go to See Marry Poppins in NYC.
I'd say things are looking up and maybe just maybe the dark clouds are starting to drift away a bit..But I cant help having the feeling the carpets going to get pulled out from under me.
Right now..I just want to be in the present.
I have to remember to be in the now.
and right now I can smile.

Hugs xoxoxox XXX