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Monday Apr 02, 2007

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I'm really trying to get my life together,right now I'm tripping and stumbling along but I'm gonna get it.
For me.
I think I learned long ago you can't change yourself for someone else and make it work..at least it never worked for me.
My little hearts been a roller coaster..Up and down and twisted in circles to the point I want to puke just thinking about it.
I've been fruitlessly holding on to a little flame in my heart for someone, who doesn't deserve it. I can be really dumb sometimes when it comes to matters of the heart.I often let myself become blind to the facts in hopes of having things work out. My eyes are starting to open and though it hurts and bit..I can feel myself letting go. giving up hope on someone who doesn't want the same things I do at this time in my life.

No more shots for me..I just cant do them and behave... No more then 8 beers in one sitting..or I don't behave.
I'll get it right sooner or later.

Love and hugs xoxoxoxox
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frost:
sorry i had to leave, but my computer wouldnt pick up the signal again...stupid thing!
Apr 2, 2007
infinity:
it's really when people get caught up in emotions that decisions can be made that arent really the best. it's hard to realize this while it's happening, it's not until the end that you really can realize that what you did was either wrong or the right thing to do. and the next time it's still equally difficult to see coming again. emotions are a tricky thing, hard to manage sometimes and they can really mess with life. but other emotions mess with life in a good way. still nevertheless it's the bad that we tend to emphasize and that is what is thought about, for those tend to have a longer lasting effect that goes deeper. it is really only when the emotional cloudiness is lifted that we can realize what really happened, and move on...
Apr 3, 2007

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