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Tuesday Feb 06, 2007

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Ok new blog.
Sadly its not a happy one.
My ex Told me she has feelings for another..this is good and bad.
Do I feel for her ..yes.. am I happy she told me this..Yes.
Why you ask.
because it helps me move on. it lets me close my heart to her.
something I was having trouble doing.
we can be friends later..but right now..I need to heal..god Ive been trying..I hate jumping right into bed with someone else..its so empty and I just wind up thinkink about the person I want to be with..and thats so unfair to the person I have under me.
I dont want any baggage..so Im taking time to get to know me ..I just need to get out more..when I get hurt I tend to close up and off everyone.
Not such a good thing..and only my tried and true friends last through it..
I know Im a hermit asshole..but..Sad just isnt sexy..and I hate being a fake fucker and putting on a happy face.
Ok this is lnger then I wanted..
Night everyone..thanks for ..well just being yourselves.
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infinity:
sometimes you need the threads of doubt to be cut in your mind like that. that way you can move onwards.


i completely agree with not wanting to fake being happy, i really dont like to fake my mood but i cant help but wonder if im putting on some sort of a false image every day. in some ways i kinda am, but how much exactly...that remains a topic of intense debate in my mind.
Feb 6, 2007
infinity:
thanks.


it's hard to find people who you know are being honest all the time, sometimes people have their motives and hidden agendas going, and that's bad...
Feb 7, 2007

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