Ima fool, dont take this to heart I just ..need release..
I fear Im in love with someone who cant love me back..I have such a crush,yes I know im mixing the word love and crush together
do I love her..YES..she's someone I call a close friend,am I crushing on her..Yes so so badly. I think of her all the time.
My higher brain tells me this is a loss,but my little heart say be yourself..spill the beans....I know my end of the friendship can weather this info..and I know she must have some clue as to how I feel.
there are a few complications<One being she does my ink...I have a half finished sleeve from her....I could see her balking about that...she is a consumite pro.I could only wish that would be the only thing making her balk.
Crap ..I can be such a defeatist. she's so amazing in all the right ways in my eyes.....
so..do I tell her what she already suspects or do I wait it out and stay the same flirty way we are?
maybe sleep will make this clearer
on top of all this one her the crew wants to sleep with me and has made this more then clear..and its not really something I want..dont get me wrong shes great and everyone says ..yah so and so and you would be great together...FUCK. ..she just wants sex..no strings..but im not sure I can do that right now..WTF is wrong with me...
Need sleep.. thanks if you read this and thanks more if you have some insight.
xoxoxoxoxox
luvs to you all.
I fear Im in love with someone who cant love me back..I have such a crush,yes I know im mixing the word love and crush together
do I love her..YES..she's someone I call a close friend,am I crushing on her..Yes so so badly. I think of her all the time.
My higher brain tells me this is a loss,but my little heart say be yourself..spill the beans....I know my end of the friendship can weather this info..and I know she must have some clue as to how I feel.
there are a few complications<One being she does my ink...I have a half finished sleeve from her....I could see her balking about that...she is a consumite pro.I could only wish that would be the only thing making her balk.
Crap ..I can be such a defeatist. she's so amazing in all the right ways in my eyes.....
so..do I tell her what she already suspects or do I wait it out and stay the same flirty way we are?
maybe sleep will make this clearer
on top of all this one her the crew wants to sleep with me and has made this more then clear..and its not really something I want..dont get me wrong shes great and everyone says ..yah so and so and you would be great together...FUCK. ..she just wants sex..no strings..but im not sure I can do that right now..WTF is wrong with me...
Need sleep.. thanks if you read this and thanks more if you have some insight.
xoxoxoxoxox
luvs to you all.
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youre in a tough situation there seeing as she is also your tattoo artist. that does make things really complicated.
i really dont have anything to say about it, it could cause problems though seeing as she does your tattoos too.