makkrose's SuicideGirls Blog

my ex fiance called tonight. i am a horrible person, i think.... i know it was her that broke it, but i feel as though i have to be the one to put it together. but what if i don't want it to be put back together. i'm so torn. i'm drunk and yelling in fucking cyberspace.
no one hears.
the echos are killing me.

grrryphon:

pssst...

May 1, 2005

helena:

sorry hun, things will get better!! im sure of it...yourHOT!

May 3, 2005

it's 11 and i'm drunk.....cool. i'm all excited because i might be starting a band with my tatoo artist. he's got friends at epitaph just waiting for a demo. this is fun. hair by day, rock by night, what a dream come true. i saw the preliminary sketch of my chest piece and it was amazing. man, that guy does good work. if you're ever...
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grrryphon:

excited excited excited! haven't had a chance to listen to MVER yet... ear buds outta commission.

Apr 25, 2005

grrryphon:

you've got some wayyyy cuter pics to put up. so get to work!

here's one:

Apr 28, 2005

i just realized that i'm going to be getting a chest piece from one of the artists that did part of s.g. katies chest. that's kinda cool. also i get to start the paul mitchell school in june. i'm so happy i could just shit.
i tried to upload some of my pics to a portfolio but they're too large. you can look for me...
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grrryphon:

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Apr 22, 2005

summer:

Awww. thats really sweet of you!

Thankyou!

Apr 24, 2005

i don't know if i'm going crazy or if i've just met the wrong people, but life is getting hectic. still out of work, waiting to finally get in the the paul mitchell school, watching my money drain from my bank account.
at least i haven't been paying for my own drugs and alchohol.

it's almost comforting to have an addiction again. it reminds me...
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grrryphon:

ha ha the GROIN? that sucks. But hey, you've got a story now, right? That's what makes life worth living. For example, tonight I got to make out with Har Mar Superstar... he pulled me right up ON STAGE. Fucking great. He's sweaty and gross, but it was fun anyway. Stories, you know.

So, that story was from Caddyshack. I'm shocked that you don't know it!!

And addiction, well, what can I say, is a sometimes necessary escape from reality. Fondly remember those days. From, like, 2 weeks ago. :-) You are super-cute.

Apr 21, 2005

just another 2 in the morning, finding myself in front of the computer wondering what else there is right now. i turn 26 on sunday. i don't really know how i feel about growing up, but i guess it's been fun so far.
i missed the 80's club tonight.
damn.
i hope everyone else is having fun.

grrryphon:

welcome to the site... and happy birthday!