makkrose

so i know that i wrote a lot of shit about going out and drinking, that i needed to do it more often. well, i did but i don't really remember. there was something about navy guys, a really tall guy, and me and jaime beating up some guy who called us "beauty school faggots" (i hate that word but i'm only quoteing). it was...
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i love school.

that being said, i also think i should go out more. i need a drinking buddy. i need to find someone in north park so we could hit scolari's for happy hour every day. that sounds like fun. maybe i'll go out this weekend. i don't know.
not much else is new.
dad's back in the country.
little brother's b-day is coming...
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alright. just had my first day at paul mitchell the school and i'm overly excited. i don't think i can sleep. in these last 2 weeks i feel as though i've become a new man. new tattoo, new car (bmw 318ti), my band played a show, and i've gained a real direction in life. things are good.
so if you read this, and are in...
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well.................it's just another lonely night trying to outrun my past.
ya know, it never really works out how we want it to.
drink after drink we still find ourselves the same person that we started the day with.
i feel as though i have a lot to give, buit the speed bumps are almost to much for me to get over. i know no one...
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so i finally got some decent pics up. took me forever to figure out how to get them under 100kb.

enjoy.

i <3 sg radio.

i just found out that my friend's girlfriend is going to be a suicide girl. right on N! can't wait till you post. good luck.

p.s. try to shot by lithium picnic, he's amazing.

hell yea! i just got my cosigner for my student loan. paul mitchell the school, here i come. now all i need is a new car and i'll be a new man.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm...................



i know that it's understandable to miss your friends. is it understandable to miss the girls you never got to be with the girls you should've shared that with. the ones who would've understood you. i miss them. i need to be understood as much as i need to be loved.

if you relate to what i'm saying, please respond to my writing, let...
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the dawn is breaking.
a light shining through.
you're barely waking,
and i'm tangled up in you.


i need what i can't have, but i still need her.

i just watched her go to bed with him. go to bed with him when i'm the one she wants.........crushes are a dime a dozen. is this all that this is? i'm tired of losing. do you...
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hmmmm...... i don't remember most of last night but i do remember telling the girl my roomate is sleeping with that i had feelings for her. this wouldn't have been so bad if she hadn't told me that she felt the same. of coarse, to make matters worse, i've been sleeping with HER roomate and best friend.

somehow i seem to love complications.


i feel...
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my ex fiance called tonight. i am a horrible person, i think.... i know it was her that broke it, but i feel as though i have to be the one to put it together. but what if i don't want it to be put back together. i'm so torn. i'm drunk and yelling in fucking cyberspace.
no one hears.
the echos are killing me.

it's 11 and i'm drunk.....cool. i'm all excited because i might be starting a band with my tatoo artist. he's got friends at epitaph just waiting for a demo. this is fun. hair by day, rock by night, what a dream come true. i saw the preliminary sketch of my chest piece and it was amazing. man, that guy does good work. if you're ever...
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