I look and escape, try to run
only to find myself stepping toward.
Breathe deep only to revel my thoughts.
I can run again,. I know how to run!!
Once I step into my deep pool of fantasy
slipping into its cool feeling , I climb back into my world
I wish, I was back in the summer,
where smiles only greeted me with no effort.
Where it was easy to hug someone without misrepresentation
I sit alone
I sit alone
I think I will die alone!
Yeah!! I write a lot. I have pages, upon pages, of songs/poems, I need an inspiration, I need drive. I wake and sleep again with only the wishes of others.
me
If this makes no sense, then It was never to be reality.
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Well I returned form the land o Black-n-Tan and sat here till 3am writing. This was how I was feeling last night. Like no matter what I did, where/ who I was with, I was in fact all by myself.
Oh, I got this new breathalyser and tested it out last night. A friend of mine blew a .34. He was tore fucking up!! The blew a .22. I was really buzzed but didnt feel like a .22. I need further testing. Probably tonight at the SGFL event.
Got the new foo fighters single!!! ummmm still listing to it!! Dont know if I like it yet!! I love the fact I can work form home. I strange dream last night. The dream started with me typing in my journal on SG, and ended with everyone in my friends list meeting up at my house so we could water ski??????? Of course I was good!!! I havent water skied in like 13 years. I do live right next to a lake but whatever?? I wish I could take pictures of images in my mind, cause all the girls that came to this ski party were hhhhaaawwwtttt. Then I wale up with 2 dogs on my bed and a hangover. LOL Im a tard!!!!
Another amazing fact about me: I have passed 8 kidney stones. 4 in the past 4 years. Im a factory!! I bought my doctors car. I always joke about that with him.
only to find myself stepping toward.
Breathe deep only to revel my thoughts.
I can run again,. I know how to run!!
Once I step into my deep pool of fantasy
slipping into its cool feeling , I climb back into my world
I wish, I was back in the summer,
where smiles only greeted me with no effort.
Where it was easy to hug someone without misrepresentation
I sit alone
I sit alone
I think I will die alone!
Yeah!! I write a lot. I have pages, upon pages, of songs/poems, I need an inspiration, I need drive. I wake and sleep again with only the wishes of others.
me
If this makes no sense, then It was never to be reality.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Well I returned form the land o Black-n-Tan and sat here till 3am writing. This was how I was feeling last night. Like no matter what I did, where/ who I was with, I was in fact all by myself.
Oh, I got this new breathalyser and tested it out last night. A friend of mine blew a .34. He was tore fucking up!! The blew a .22. I was really buzzed but didnt feel like a .22. I need further testing. Probably tonight at the SGFL event.
Got the new foo fighters single!!! ummmm still listing to it!! Dont know if I like it yet!! I love the fact I can work form home. I strange dream last night. The dream started with me typing in my journal on SG, and ended with everyone in my friends list meeting up at my house so we could water ski??????? Of course I was good!!! I havent water skied in like 13 years. I do live right next to a lake but whatever?? I wish I could take pictures of images in my mind, cause all the girls that came to this ski party were hhhhaaawwwtttt. Then I wale up with 2 dogs on my bed and a hangover. LOL Im a tard!!!!
Another amazing fact about me: I have passed 8 kidney stones. 4 in the past 4 years. Im a factory!! I bought my doctors car. I always joke about that with him.
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