so I'm back from tour. it was awesome. we came in 9th out of 26 corps. I'm happy because top 12 makes finals, so we made finals and got medals and patches yay.
But anyway, I've trying to keep an open mind about my birthday. its a big one I'm officially gonna be 21 on September 3rd, every time i get excited i either realize I'm gonna be broke on my birthday or no ones gonna really celebrate it with me. the only people who probably will even say happy birthday are my mom, my grandparents, and my boyfriend (who I'm not sure i even want to be with anymore).
Im worried that if i do go to the double down saloon like i planned in the NYC SG group, no one else will show and I'll be alone on my birthday.
i just don't know.
But anyway, I've trying to keep an open mind about my birthday. its a big one I'm officially gonna be 21 on September 3rd, every time i get excited i either realize I'm gonna be broke on my birthday or no ones gonna really celebrate it with me. the only people who probably will even say happy birthday are my mom, my grandparents, and my boyfriend (who I'm not sure i even want to be with anymore).
Im worried that if i do go to the double down saloon like i planned in the NYC SG group, no one else will show and I'll be alone on my birthday.
i just don't know.