makeupandsin

People just want more out of me then i can give.

this girl ive been talking to, is saying she wants more from me. that we dont hang out enough, and i dont let her know everything im thinking, and im not very affectionate.

Jeez, were not even together. im complicated, i admit that.

i dont like to hug or kiss unless i feel really comfortable with you.

Im busy, so i don't have tons of time to hang out.

and no im not gonna tell you everything im thinking. ive been through alot of tough times and i dont trust anyone. im not gonna just tell anyone whats going through my head.

its crazy, either you wanna wait around for me to trust you and let you in, or move on and we can be friends.

and im soooooo glad that the guy ive been sort of dating doesn't want to hang out this weekend.

i wanna do something different, see people i haven't seen in awhile.

anything.

well Friday, im going to a dance recital at hunter with mari, my former brass teacher. she is really awesome so it should be fun.

and Saturday i think im hanging out with my ex girlfriend and her friends cause its one of her friends birthday.

and sunday, at night i have some starbucks meeting.

so it should be alright. we'll see.