I wish my first blog post was about something better then this. but this is all thats on my mind
I spent 2 years, actually wasted 2 years is more like it, dating this guy.
I helped him get off drugs, bought his kids toys for their birthdays and holidays, tried to help him get his GED, paid for the rent-groceries-bills-everything while he went out and partied his check away. and i did all this while working 2 work study jobs, working at kmart, and going to school full time with a double major, as well as clubs and whatnot while in college.
After i moved back to NY from going to school in PA, he followed along, he said he wanted to get his life together. so i helped him again.
He went back to philly to visit family and take care of some things and he admitted to me he smoked weed. so i told him that im done with him, that he could stay there cause i dont want to be with him anymore.
and now for the last 2 days hes been attacking me with fucked up texts messages.
everything from calling me fat, to a stinky whore, to even calling me a fatherless bitch. he actually threw the fact that i dont know my father in my face. he took secrets i trusted him with and turned them into insults.
i took care of him and this is how he treats me.
I am just so hurt.
I cant write anymore now. maybe more later.
I spent 2 years, actually wasted 2 years is more like it, dating this guy.
I helped him get off drugs, bought his kids toys for their birthdays and holidays, tried to help him get his GED, paid for the rent-groceries-bills-everything while he went out and partied his check away. and i did all this while working 2 work study jobs, working at kmart, and going to school full time with a double major, as well as clubs and whatnot while in college.
After i moved back to NY from going to school in PA, he followed along, he said he wanted to get his life together. so i helped him again.
He went back to philly to visit family and take care of some things and he admitted to me he smoked weed. so i told him that im done with him, that he could stay there cause i dont want to be with him anymore.
and now for the last 2 days hes been attacking me with fucked up texts messages.
everything from calling me fat, to a stinky whore, to even calling me a fatherless bitch. he actually threw the fact that i dont know my father in my face. he took secrets i trusted him with and turned them into insults.
i took care of him and this is how he treats me.
I am just so hurt.
I cant write anymore now. maybe more later.
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I swear I wanted to punch him in the face and then stomp his shit with my heels. The things he did to you are unforgivable. I still feel so bad that I wasn't nearby when you needed somewhere to stay...