makebelieve

So I changed my name again. I get so bored with myself.

My friend tried to sleep with me last week. Not so much friends with him anymore.

I don't know why I'm not more hungover today. I drank wayyyyy too much last night. Many jello shots as well. But I had fun. Made out with some guy I hung out with all night. Still not as good of a kisser as Josh or Chris. But they always say how good I am. They all suck at it. Oh well.

And speaking of Josh...I broke down and texted him night before last. Gah. It was fairly superficial, I got no apology of course. Yet I apologized. WTF is wrong with me??? I'm pathetic. But it's just cuz I'm so lonely these days. Hey I tried to be strong! It's so hard to do when you have little or no support!