makebelieve

Well if tomorrow I can still log on I guess my account is still active. Woo hoo! I actually will be back I think if it does deactivate...I just don't have the money until next week to do it. Broke as a joke!

Me and Josh are over. He made out with this trashy waitress he had been talking to behind my back (while I was out of town for a few days) right in front of my face. I left him at the bar and haven't talked to him since. Don't want to see him. Hung out with all his friends at Broadways though, was a little awkward at first because I think they all think Im crazy, because apparantly that is what he tells people about me. Sound a lot like another guy who fucked me over in the past year? Uh yeah.

Well. I'm not crazy. Well, maybe I am for believing anything these compulsive liar/alcoholics say. But they tell me all these things, lead me on, and then wonder why I get upset when I catch them doing wrong. Of course, Josh ran into a friend of mine on Tuesday and told him he didn't understand what he did wrong. After that, he got kicked out of the bar for being too drunk and apparantly got thrown in jail after that. My how well he is doing after I dipped out! Might not have a thing to do with me, but I like to think I was good to him.

Now who will try to take care of him?