makebelieve

So we talked today. We're gonna take a step back and just date, like, actual dates. Get to know eachother. I could see how hard it was for him to open up to me like that, and I think it will actually work out if we take it slow, like we originally were supposed to do. So good! I feel so much better now. My letter really made him think. And he has feelings for me, he just doesn't want to screw it up by jumping into things so fast. So we both feel a lot better about things. Guess I'll start to let my guard down slowly again.

I thought it was so cool how he referenced things I said in my letter. Every time I've sent letters to guys they don't really even respond. Not that I've done that a lot, just the two other guys. But that's how I know this thing is going to be different.

Not sure, but I don't think I'll be renewing my membership this month. Guess I'll have to decide fast!