Things are good! Work is going great, now I'm off for the next 8 days, I'll be leaving here in a couple hours to go to Illinois with my family, then it's up to Wisconsin for the second half of the week. I'm EXCITED!!!!!!!! So I probably won't be around for awhile. I'm not dead, just having a grand ole time!
Things with the boy are straight. He sent a text last week to my roommate apologizing to me, since his phone had reset and he lost my number. So we started talking. He's not ready for a relationship. Yeah, I've heard that before. But Chris just used that as an excuse so he could fuck the whole barracks and all the army wives he wanted. Not that he wouldn't have done that even if we had been in a relationship...but anyway back to the present! Josh just got out of a drama filled relationship very shortly before we started hooking up. So I get that, and I think I'm cool with it. I'll figure it out for sure in therapy next week. But it was nice, we hung out Thursday night for awhile, and he asked me to stay, I said no and went on home. But damnit if I wasn't super horny all fuckin day Friday, so I sent him a text. He left the door unlocked and the rest is fuckin awesome that I can just drive across town and get some if I want it! But I'm not confused anymore, I know what he wants, and I know what I want. I want to hang out with him, and I want to sleep with him. To me, sounds a lot like a relationship again, but I guess he doesn't have to buy me dinner first? I don't know.
Gotta go finish gettin ready, packing for my trip, just wanted to leave y'all on a good note, not that depressing shit I had on before. My roommates spent wayyyyy too much money on my christmas gifts. I'm pretty upset about that. I love all the stuff, but really went overboard!
Hope you all have a great holiday!!
Things with the boy are straight. He sent a text last week to my roommate apologizing to me, since his phone had reset and he lost my number. So we started talking. He's not ready for a relationship. Yeah, I've heard that before. But Chris just used that as an excuse so he could fuck the whole barracks and all the army wives he wanted. Not that he wouldn't have done that even if we had been in a relationship...but anyway back to the present! Josh just got out of a drama filled relationship very shortly before we started hooking up. So I get that, and I think I'm cool with it. I'll figure it out for sure in therapy next week. But it was nice, we hung out Thursday night for awhile, and he asked me to stay, I said no and went on home. But damnit if I wasn't super horny all fuckin day Friday, so I sent him a text. He left the door unlocked and the rest is fuckin awesome that I can just drive across town and get some if I want it! But I'm not confused anymore, I know what he wants, and I know what I want. I want to hang out with him, and I want to sleep with him. To me, sounds a lot like a relationship again, but I guess he doesn't have to buy me dinner first? I don't know.
Gotta go finish gettin ready, packing for my trip, just wanted to leave y'all on a good note, not that depressing shit I had on before. My roommates spent wayyyyy too much money on my christmas gifts. I'm pretty upset about that. I love all the stuff, but really went overboard!
Hope you all have a great holiday!!