Well I was gonna go grocery shopping today. But I have $51 in the bank and payday is Wednesday. So I don't want to take the risk. I'll just stop by the apt tomorrow after work to get the rest of my stuff. Can't waste gas driving over there. Fucking hate not having money. I need a new job bad. Need to do laundry too. Don't feel much like doing anything here lately. Cept watch Buffy and drink beer. I've given my roommates half of what I owe them for November already. My cat keeps shitting outside the litter box. Even after I cleaned it. Guiess his majesty needs new litter. I'm ready to send him away. Guess I'll go watch some Buffy now.
Yeah I'm still super lonely. It's worse now that I live with a couple. Always rubbed in my face how alone I really am. Can't change it either. Fuck stupid guys. Always hurting me. Tired of it.
Yeah I'm still super lonely. It's worse now that I live with a couple. Always rubbed in my face how alone I really am. Can't change it either. Fuck stupid guys. Always hurting me. Tired of it.
Stupid process. They should just let me in cause I'm awesome. Anyone who doesn't know that better recognize. haha
I'm going for a MA/PhD in sociology, focus in women's studies.
So I bombed the GRE (550 and 580... oops). Big surprise. haha. I figure with three glowing letters of rec from nationally recognized scholars (two have been on TV a few times, and the other is an alumnus of UCSB and a total badass), my high GPA, an independent research thesis, presentations at undergrad conferences, and all that, I should be fine. And I might be presenting at the National Women's Studies Association conference this summer!
I'm meeting with my adviser to discuss my letter and vita.