ahh I'm tired of being lonely. Still haven't found a place to live. We've gone to looking at trailers, to modulars, back to doublewides, lots, homes and today we were off looking at freaking apartments to rent. I do NOT want to be stuck in a thousand square foot apartment with a couple and their two big ass annoying dogs. NEED a house please!
So now I have to decide if I want to go to the beach next week or to the lake. Beach, I'd be staying at my parents rental house, and would go down to Myrtle to visit Heather and her baby girl Kenzie who is 7 months today! Also happens to be her 3 year wedding anniversary today! Or I go to the lake with Nathaniel and Yerlene and it will be third wheel for me again. Not so much the third wheel with my parents, I am just the daughter.
It's starting to bother me. I don't like it. I don't know why I'm super sad here lately. I guess I'll go to the beach. It will do me some good to spend time with my parents. See Heather again. Plus it will give me a nice long road trip to go on, which I haven't had in quite some time. Just me on the open road for hours. Tee hee!
So now I have to decide if I want to go to the beach next week or to the lake. Beach, I'd be staying at my parents rental house, and would go down to Myrtle to visit Heather and her baby girl Kenzie who is 7 months today! Also happens to be her 3 year wedding anniversary today! Or I go to the lake with Nathaniel and Yerlene and it will be third wheel for me again. Not so much the third wheel with my parents, I am just the daughter.
It's starting to bother me. I don't like it. I don't know why I'm super sad here lately. I guess I'll go to the beach. It will do me some good to spend time with my parents. See Heather again. Plus it will give me a nice long road trip to go on, which I haven't had in quite some time. Just me on the open road for hours. Tee hee!
Hope all gets better
take care