makebelieve

ugh I haven't had time to write, not that I ever have anything interesting to say...

not so much with the drama at work these days, but wait five minutes, it'll change!

Went to the lake last week, and going again this week on monday night and wednesday night. Fun stuff! Don't ask me what lake it is. Alls I know is it's about an hour and a half from here, and it's in Morristown, TN area. And it's nice to get out on the boat, drink some beers and catch some rays!

My lilist sister moved in with us, she's crashing on the couch for the summer cuz I got her a job at the Ingles.

I'm taking myself off my meds. I can't afford it anymore. I have my mother breathing down my neck stressing me out constantly about my lack of money. I don't want to be dependent on antidepressants anymore. My problems aren't chemical. They're that everyone I let into my life ends up fucking me over, or disappearing, ignoring me, whatever.

Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far far away from here!