makaveli

Ok new journal entry. I just posted one and now I am posting this one. If you want feel free to look back one entry.

Anyhoo I have my plan all figured out. I am going to cash out some stocks and pay for a class to pass the exam required to become a stock broker. Now all I have to do is just do it. Now why is that part so hard? Why is so difficult for me to do something for myself, by myself? I have failed before that means nothing. I could lose everything and that means nothing. I really do not care about much. I am so laid back.

I dunno I am just fucken rambling. what is with my mood today?