makaveli

Thanks everyone for your comments, you girls rock!

Anyhoo I woke up drunk, got to work an hour late.

She is totally in love with this dude. When we talked last night at dinner it made her cry because since he lives in another state she will not see him till June. I am totally cool with it. All I can say is better him than me. I never wanted her to be in love with me and that is the bottom line. Sometimes I dont understand why I make myself go crazy.

So we went and had dinner then went to shoot some pool. This dude tried to shark me and I took him for $60.00. It was a fun evening and now her and I know that we can go out and just be friends and have fun.

For some silly reason I found it necesary to call her up on my way home. I do not remember the conversation but I remember her hanging up on me, me not liking it and calling her back then me hanging up on her. That was not a very smart way to end the evening but oh well. I will call her in the afternoon and smooth things over.

Anyhoo when we got to the bar to shoot some pool I saw a friend of mine who I have not seen in a long time. It was pretty funny. She was like, "Oh my God you look so different. There is something about you, it seems like you are glowing." Funny, her and I have never had sex and belive me I have tried. And now that she saw me with someone she totally wants a ticket on the Mak Daddy express. Isnt it funy how things work out? So she wants me to call her today.

song of the day

I'm drunk...
and right now I'm so
in love
w/ you

and I dont wanna think too much about what we should or shouldnt do

lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars
while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car
nothing quit like the feel
of something new.