maiwan

some pictures. I been actually pretty busy. So busy, im starting to burn out. My band will be playing a gig next month. I'm really nervous. I prefer playing infront of random people/crowd where i don't know anyone than a place that i know people.

I been slacking with unpacking boxes from my move April 1st and feel like i been living out a box this last two weeks. Just finished painting the living room, and the bedroom and now to the kitchen. Once that's done, I can begin putting things away and it won't look so ghetto. Finally caught up with my friends who have been all giving me a hard time that i never come out to see them blah blah blah. My friend from Calgary just flew in the other day so i've been hanging out with him this last couple days.

Going to this on Friday....


I shaved half my head as well, no pictures from that yet.. though i'll post some later.

Been down on the world, life, overthinking.. i think i overthink to much. I should be more constructive with my life and stop thinking of doing things and just do them. Like, getting my passport again (lost it in Seattle a few months ago from being careless and drunk~) . Figure out what i wanna do with myself career wise. Save money and stop living paycheck to paycheck. Lose 20 pounds from all the excessive eating from being depressed and saying imma eat healthier. I think its mostly from the pills i take , anxiety, depression grrrrr and all the built up hate and negativity.

or maybe its just me and i should accept it and just love me for me