maitressedemence

happy christmas eve.... i can't believe it's 630 am and i'm up.. i have to be at work at 730... but normally when i have to be to work early, i sleep till the last min.. like 715... but i've been up since 530.. i think i'm excited cause tomorrow is christmas... i get like a little kid around christmas.. lol... anyway

i'm starting to think maybe my b/f wasted his money getting me a years membership to sg... cause i don't really have a lot of time to use it... and it really bothers me when no one comments on my journal... i only had 2 comments on my last journal... whats the point of having 10 or so people on your friends list if none of them talk to you? i'm about ready to delete all but like 2 or 3...

i was so upset last night... Peta sent me this pamphlet called question authority, and it tells about how cruel animals that are raised for us to eat are treated... i know they didn't live in ideal conditions, but some of the things i read just about brought me to tears... and now i feel so guilty, and like a such a hypocrit cause i eat meat... i had planned on going on the south beach diet in jan.. but i don't know now... i wonder if you can do southbeach using all soy products... i could still cut out all the carbs and sugar from my diet... i'm just disgusted, and thinking about going vegan now...

well enough of my ranting.... I hope everyone has a great holiday!!!