maitressedemence

i'm officially depressed... i am going to fail my pottery class.. i know, how the hell do you fail pottery, right? well, first, i hated the class with a passion so i missed a ton of classes... then tonight when i went to class, my teacher was trying to teach me how to do something and i just couldn't understand it, so i kept telling him, i don't understand, and he just kept saying the same thing over and over again, and i just couldn't get it... well he's a dickhead, and wouldn't help me to understand, and i got so frustrated, that i got up and walked outta class... tonight was the last night we had to finish all our work, so of course, my work isn't finished, so i'm gonna fail.. well, people keep telling me, everyone gets a failing grade once.. i've never failed a class before.. i just can't believe my first F would be in an Art class...

and i'm very close to failing anatomy.. i have a big exam on friday morning, and i still have 3 chapters in my book to read and take notes on.. and they are long chapters.. i dont' think i will be able to get it done.. it's 1am now and i have to work tomorrow morning, but i'm so stressed out and upset that i just can't sleep... anyway, don't want to bring everyone down anymore...


for those of you who would like to keep in touch with me after i leave sg... my email is maitressedemence@aol.com... my AIM is maitressedemence

updated because i changed my email/aim name