i feel so bored and useless.. and like my life is going nowhere.. i'm gonna be 27 in 3 weeks... i still live with my mom... i want to go thru the nursing program at the college here in town, but that will take another 3 years... i don't want to be 30 when my life finally gets started.. i'm so mad at myself for not finishing school before now.. i work at a daycare center making 6 dollars an hour so i can barely afford to survive.. but i see babies and little kids all day, and i've just got baby fever so bad.. i want one.. and i want a life...
i whine about this all the time... i think i got a little depressed last night cause my friend ratty and i went furniture shopping, and she just bought a new house and is buying new furniture, and i don't have any of that.. i'm a bit jealous i guess... i feel like i'll never have my own house or enough money to buy new furniture...
ok, i'll stop bitching now, i'm such a retard
i whine about this all the time... i think i got a little depressed last night cause my friend ratty and i went furniture shopping, and she just bought a new house and is buying new furniture, and i don't have any of that.. i'm a bit jealous i guess... i feel like i'll never have my own house or enough money to buy new furniture...
ok, i'll stop bitching now, i'm such a retard
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trust me. I left one of the cheapest cities in North America to live for one of the ost expensive and its been five years... a llot of hard work but fucking worth it.
and go to school. 3 years is nothing compared to the years you'll get out of doing what you love.
its never too late to buy a house.