I am feeling quite sad today, my best friend is getting married today and I can't be there and that has just depressed me to no end. This is her second marriage and although I was there for the first one which was much more elaborate this one is the BIG one in my opinion because she has found her other half and they couldn't be more perfect for each other. Her first marriage turned out to be so horrible and the fucker was so abusive and figures that I was there for the one that brought so much unhappiness but cant afford to be at the one that has and will bring so much happiness.
I am so happy for them because it is their big day but very sad because she means so much to me and I feel like such a bad friend that I can't be there to share her day with her

I am so happy for them because it is their big day but very sad because she means so much to me and I feel like such a bad friend that I can't be there to share her day with her




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and yeah. only so much. lol. i certainly hope i can.
work's been good, it's quite busy all the time and there's always something to do so that really is cool
i'm just on my lunchbreak and had some yummy yummy ice cream
now i'm very happy indeedy