Last night I decided to check out ticketmaster.com to see if any good concerts were coming up, usually this would leave me disappointed because usually I find nothing of interested but to my delight I found Peter Murphy is coming to Tampa on 07/03!!!! If I could have I would have gotten up and done a happy dance! Peter Murphy is like my musical crack, I have hoped he would tour in the US again but after years of nothing he is finally making my wish come true. I thought I was going to have to go to England to see him, which would have been amazing but money is an issue. So anyways I am on cloud 9 today, I can scratch that off my list of things I must do before i die 
i kinda did more than just pushed it
firstly i ran for about an hour in the pouring rain since we've been having this AWESOME weather for the past few days...
after about an hour from that me and my mom decided to WALK to ikea and back
that's about 5km one way..
i think that's a bit over 3miles, i guess...
so we did that but on the way back my mom thought she knew of a shortcut
like hell she did!!!
so we walked for ages and now my thighs are mincemeat
hahahahahha
yeh, that kind of relationship would kill me..
i mean if there's already a pattern of breaking up etc, just doesn't really sound too healthy to me...
but as you said and i would recommend it as well, if you have to take months of bs, just leave it, you're undoubtedly worth much more..
also great attitude on the work thing, don't take shit from people..
if you do, they'll just keep doing it and it'll get worse day by day..
look at me with all my wise words!!
hahahahaahah
sorry, sometimes i get enthusiastic about things..
or something
it was an interesting run alright and it's much better to run in the rain with much more oxygen in the air..
yay
oh yeh, i know it's totally easy to say stuff but when you really are in the situation yourself, it's so difficult to live by what you even know yourself to be better..
i reallyreally hope all them things work out for you, whichever way they might go..
no need to torture yourself though, that doesn't bring anything good with it
im feeling a bit tired now, just woke up and should go for that morning run..
phew