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Thursday Jun 09, 2011

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So this blog is about my grandmother she was the most wonderful grandmother i knew she was a fighter and if she has taught me anything was to never let anyone bully me talk down to me and for that matter to always defend myself in the toughest battles to fight for what i believe in and always find a way through all obstacles. Today June 9th i went to work ( Yes i had forgot to tell everyone i got a job its a grocery store but i will go further into that later ) i got off work at 1:00pm got a hair cut then came home to find out my grandmother passed away while i was at work the my mother told me as soon as i got home from work cause she didn't want to ruin my day it sucks cause the one thing i'm beating myself up about is the whole week i was at work i couldn't really talk to her cause she was sleep and i was at work and i wish i could have told her this morning that i love her and everything but to come home and find that out broke me she raised me with my other grandmother on my dad's side and my mom and even though i know she is not in anymore pain and in a better place i still wish i could have talk to her one last time before she left just to tell her about my job and for her to give me advice.

Even as i walk around in my house it's weird cause she was with us this morning and now she is gone and passed away in my house so i'm really shaken up i just want to know if everything will be alright if my mom will make it as well i'm more worried about her since she had the biggest connection with her. The only wish i have for everyone is to tell those you care about how much you love them no matter what even if they are right next to you cause every second counts.
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knives_hannibal:
I'm so sorry about your grandmother. She sounds amazing. My gran raised me the first 6 years of my life. Hopefully you're doing better.
As far as the crazy people in this world....well as a wise man in my life told me you can't tell people how to feel or what to see when they are in love. I think we could avoid things if people got to know who people were before we started down that road that you can't come from. But it's all up to the person and no amount of friends or loved ones telling you different can change that. So as far my friends I will just listen and support them the best way I know can.smile
Jul 12, 2011
_indica:
Oh Im so sorry to hear about your grandma...grandmas always seem to be pretty special influential women. Me and my grandmother are really close also and she was diagnosed with Lung Cancer this year. I'm so sorry that you didn't have the chance to speak the words I love you, but I believe those that we care about the most see our actions and know in their hearts how incredibly much we care about them. By you even posting this on your blog you have done exactly what she would have wanted... you impacted others as she impacted you. Thank you for sharing...
Jul 15, 2011

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