maineville

So things are going up and down lately first off there is my grandmother she is getting worst and worst every day she has stomach cancer and she has been living with us for the past couple months and as of today she was rushed to ER i'm not too sure on why but when i was helping her in the car i felt that she was frail and leaving me i don't want to lose her at all but i have a feeling she won't be around for long and its tearing me up inside this will be the second grandmother i love after a year has passed since my grandmother on my dad's side passed away and that broke me. I'm trying to cheer up just can't really get into spirit but i will try and keep a positive side of things.

Other than that so far i'm looking for work and i'm pretty close to fixing up my car and giving my sister back her car since i've been using her car ( Even thought she is a 15 year old girl who doesn't have a license ) and i've been trying to come up with new songs and keep myself busy since i'm saving money for bills to help out around the house and fixing my car. Well i'm going to sit here and wait on hearing results on how my grandmother is and try and slap some sense into my best friend cause he is be a chicken cause a girl actually likes him and he talks this big game but when it comes down to it he freezes up so i think i'm going to slap him but yes how is everyone else?