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Sunday Jan 17, 2010

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I'm inbetween a rock and a hard place.


I really don't understand how hard it is for me to actually find a decent women who can like me for me and not play games. So here i am trying to find that right girl someone that i can truely care for but what do i stumble upon a girl who doesn't know weather she wants to be with her CURRENT BF or go for me now i never want to get mixed up in those situation i'm not the home wrecker or would like it if its done to me i suppse if the guy was truly and evil guy and the girl didn't deserve the way she was being treated then i suppose there is room for trying to take her away but in my current situation this girl is confused she tells me that he is this bad guy to not talk about him and when she talks to me she only wants to know me more and she even talk dirty to me now i'm like you have a bf and he loves you and he is talking about spending the rest of his life with you and she tells me don't worry about him he isn't what you think he is we are fighthing and he tells me that he wants to break up and i said if thats the case then let me know and i will actually date you but i will not get inbetween you and him and she gets mad at me for saying i'm going to back off?!

I'm honestly thinking i'm going to do some traveling and find me a girl in another state or country cause i have a feeling i won't deal with issues. I could be wrong who knows how this situation will turn out but its not fun i tell you whats so hard about finding that certain someone that i can care about everyone keeps telling me i'm a good looking guy i'm smart not like most guys charming and all this stuff but what good is it if i honestly can't find that one true person. If that wasn't enought to go through i recently got fired from work because my boss has personal issues with his life. I hated my job and i can now move on to bigger and better things but i didn't want to leave work like that but on my own terms which was going to happen soon anyways but that job clearly has some issues i guess they didn't expect me to have a brain and ask questions that they can't answer.

As far as job wise things are turning around for me i have an interview at another job so i'm not stressing out about being unemployed but just want a decent relationship where i'm not used but treated equal maybe i'm doing something wrong who knows.

Any opinions?
heartbaker:
Follow your heart and do what makes you happy
Jan 30, 2010

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