maineville

So i'm having a bad life why do you ask well this year lost my girlfriend who i was about to propose to then she use me for sex then meets a new guy then she is way in debt so decided to have me help her then don't hear from her then when she does comes back act like we are in a relationship to use me for money again wants me to be a part of her life just for us to find out she has herpies oh yay now i really can't be with her so she treats me like shit now because she got what she wanted me paying off her shit.

Oh but here is the grand thing of them all while i'm on a delivery they day i decided to be careless leave my keys inside my car my car gets stolen right in front of my eyes so the customer who i was delivering to followed him just to lose him and now i'm car less can't go to work for a couple days till i have a car to go to work. I use to think there was a up side to this maybe something great will happen like me finding my dream girl or one of my goals in life was achieved but after all this it brings me right back to the bottom WTF.

It hasn't hit me yet i'm angry but not to the point where i'm going to start crying and wishing not to be here i'm an optimistic person but wow i think i reached my limits what more do i have now i just need to know what i'm good for now i just hate how things turned out this year. Oh and my birthday is comming up on dec 16 so much for a new car i wish this was a bad dream but in the end i will wake up just to realize it was reality and i' m alone. Hopefully something can cheer me up cause at this point i don't know what else there is for me to do.