maineville

So whats new with me i honestly feel like my life is a walking test day i am find out that there is way more things trying to ruin my day than there is actually running smoothly. I do love challanges and trying to do something exciting but i think what happens in my days affect the people i care about its weird the one person who means more to me than my parents well she has flipped one day she is super awsome great fantastic person then the next she is like a dead ghost. I honestly think i should be a dective because i pay attention to people in my life their habbits what makes them happy the look they give when something is wrong or something is exciting to them the sounds they make all that sort of things and well just seems like the person i know is dead now she isn't doing the things i enjoy about her like checking up on me and joking with me and telling me good night and waking up to txt me and see how my day is going she is different and i don't konw whats going on i want to fix it i just don't know how.

Other than that i'm working on finishing my back tattoo now finially its been a while and then i can work on my second one i need help or at least some help trying to get an idea for what i should be i want a music note tattoo but i want it to be creative something unique that will symbolize me and not what someone else has i need major ideas if anyone has any.

Also if anyone can answer the question where has all the really good girls who want to be in a relationship go to. I admit i'm not ready right now but i wouldn't mind getting to know more people i know i haven't experienced enough in my life but even still whats going on? Well on that note someone hope that i can continue some good luck soon want to hear from eveyone any opinons or ideas on anything.