maineville

So lately i've been going through my ups and downs in life i'm starting to feel the weight of what work is doing to me i would be fine if it was just stress at work but my ex works with me we use to be this power couple now its like we are struggling to gain power from each other to see who will like who better i feel like i'm in high school all over again and realistically i'm looking for a challange something where i won't have to deal with people snickering behind my back or me choosing between my good side or my bad side i'm not the person to really do anything bad but i don't know i guess everyone has their limits of being pushed but that is here say and there say.

Lets talk about more pressing matter so i'm going to this concert on june 3 to see PEPPER & PENNYWISE now this is my second concert that i've been to since i saw 311 seven years ago. I know long right and why haven't i been to any other concert cause my friends are jack tars they don't invite me to their concerts cause they like to start mash pits which is fine for me i can hold my own but then again a couple of my friends are like one man tanks so when they start something like that they are sure to be tossing people around. So that is only one half of the exciting news well since my dad has been laid off and my mother needs help with the house i have been helping paying bills and they got the tax returns for the house what i didn't know is that they put me on the house taxes cause they weren't making enough for the returns and they give me this check i didn't know what it was at first till i look at it and its 9,000 check i was like HOLY SHIT they said it was mine since i was helping them out and now i'm going nuts of course i'm not going to be those typical people and go and spend it i'm going to do something right with it no not buy a new car or anything like that i have to be responsible not go and buy what i want but what i do need i have yet to figure that out yet so the right thing for now is to save up and see where that leads me.

So lately i've been thinking about random thought and ideas i've been talking to different people and of course i like meeting new people and see what road i will take when i meet this person and there are people who i feel that i would like to continue to progress and see what happens so far things are going nice just wish i could actually go out and meet more people i guess that thrill of meeting someone who has a lot to offer is an exciting feeling for me. So i've decided to not live in fear and just do the unexpected and see what happens from there so i'm going to work really hard in meeting new people and for the ones that i really like talking to i will defiently take things slow just to be on the safe side and if things go well (which i hope that they do) then i hope that their will be a future in that so for anyone out there who feels that meeting new people is something good then i would love to meet you.


With summer comming up i'm defiently going to need to do something exciting.