maineville

Another day so i thought well lately i've been getting alot angrier i mean is it wrong not to be angry when your parents push you to do something that you don't want to do especially if it isn't your passion? i mean yes i'm going back to school but they said since i'm not a school person and won't stay for long they want me to do something else with skill and i can obtain quickly now i'm getting A's in my classes and yet i'm not a school person i do admit i don't like being in school for so long but for something i'm passionate about i rather be in that than for something i completely don't want to do for 3 months.

Then lets not mention my ex well i don't even know what the hell we are friends lovers or bf and gf with the friends status she has been acting weird lately she will act like she is my girl at certain times then turn around and wants to throw the friend thing in my face i mean i don't care just FUCK (parton my french) make up your mind i mean don't get jelous of other people and what i do then turn around and be like we are only friends i think she has an alternative motive behind her mad mind. Then working with her is like woking with the devil himself now she has never complained about the way i worked since she is my manager now (hint got promoted over me becuase she threw a fit) so we work at a fast food restraunt i answer phone and i do everything i'm suppose to do but she wants to get on my ass about the things i do questioning what i do and how i do it and then try and say she is saving me from getting in trouble now not even the boss has complained about me doing what i do he says i'm above average in fact i should be manager too but he is so stupid that of course he can't promote me till i learn how to shave more often thats bull.

So with family and ex on my ass i can't find a center all i want is to be happy i mean reguardless when i do hang with my ex we are both ourselves and happy thats when there isn't anyone around to mess with us but for some reason i'm getting angry at the things she does and then to top it off my friend are acting really stupid blamming me for something i never did. I need new friends who wants to hang with me and stop playing games i am down for meeting new people who will be mature and not throw little dumb things at me i mean i am a man and i have needs yes but a good honest person who needs only good things in life if there is anyone out there let me know lol.

Other than my ranting on about how things have been for the past couple weeks my gutar lessons are getting better and just i'm improving in many many things my writting and what not so i guess i can't be too angry at things. Well how is everyone else doing?