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Fear

Nov 18, 2020
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They are all around me. Surrounding me. I can hear them and I am shaking, my whole body. My fears. They are surrounding me. I can hardly breath. I try to hide in the couch, under my blancket, but I can still hear them roaming. I put my hands on my ears, in dispair.

But I can't stay like that. Even like that, they will find me. Even like that, they will eat me. Alive.

I try to remove one of my hands, in the hope to catch other voices, but the fears are so close... I hide back, under the blancket.

- You known they won't just forget about you.

-You can't know. Maybe they will. If I turn into a stone.

-Even if they forget now, they will be back so soon. You can't run forever.

-What should I do, then ? Let them feed on me ?

He stares at me, and I realise he has a solution.

-But I don't like it. And, you haven't been so helpful lately. You failed me. All of you.

His blue eyes looks to eat me, the same way my fears would have done.

-I don't trust you - none of you. I prefere turn into stone.

Still, I am agitated. I look at him.

-We can help you against them. We always did. And we can help him help you... Maybe. You just have to remember...

-I never am alone.

-And if you fears eat you...

-You can eat me first.

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mailinya:
@sar001 The voices talking here are not those of real individuals, like in most things I write. My writings often are just about myself trying to understand myself. All the voices are mine. I know it is not clear ; it is on purpose. I like it kinda mysterious.
Nov 29, 2020
sar001:
@mailinya That's great and you write really well.  I like mystery in both written word and in visual art. It is so much more powerful when something is left to the imagination. Your mystery clearly triggered a response in me :)
Nov 29, 2020

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