maidofsteel

just got back from the pet store... a different one that sold me the rats...a different one completely.... anywho... i got care fresh bedding now and i hope that my little girl stops sneezing so that we don't have to go to the vet... she'e eating and drinking so hopefully she was just allergic to pine...

i want my camera back!!!!!

i am going to get one of those HUGE rat cages...someday... my cats love to sit on top of the tank and look in at the girls...lol...

steve and the man are playing with the studio... we now have a studio in our apartment....cool huh? too bad i THINK i can sing....

made 12 bucks in tips today...in 4 hours actually... a little less than 4 hours...lol... pretty good huh?

jammed my middle finger two days in a row now...must go get nail repaired....ouch!

found this cool store called cato... nice clothes...cheap...love!

i need some lovin bad... and not the lovin i'm used to gettin... i need a change....it's not that i don't feel wanted... it's that i don't feel WANTED... emotionally... i know i'm wanted physically... but is that all he wants... i like to cuddle and be touched in little ways that make me tingle on the inside... i don't know how to explain it... i am not happy in my realtionship... i don't know what to do...