maidofsteel

i am sick of this world...

i hate my job...

i hate the people in my life...

i want to crawl into bed and never wake up...

i am sick of arguing with my "boyfriend" "fiance" "room-mate" or whatever he REALLY is...every single day of my life...i am sick of it...

i am sick of my job...

i am sick of everyone...

i want to get away...i want to go to MIDTOWN in June...but i won't....most likely...

i am sick of getting sick, i am sick of food, i am sick of eating, i'm sick of not eating, i am sick of being fat, i am sick of summer, i am just sick of it all.

i am so unhappy with my life...i just want everyone i know to disappear

i want to disappear...to fade away into nothingness...