well, i did play the gig, having first had a conflict with Lisa about freedom and money, then a gig with the worst on stage sound ever, then spiritual alcohol poisioning, and then a continuation of our fight yesterday....needless to say I am a little down and grumpy today but no worries, I'm going to see my shrink today!! 2x a month i see my wonderful friend and she help a lot, I am becoming more clear on my place in this world...and how i want it to be.... so, off i go to main street to meet a old friend for tea, then to drop my sweet boy off at pre-school and then ride my bike in the rain to north van to have my head checked.... 
