I am in a kanundrum, between a rock and a hard place, my heart pulled in differnt directions and the fear of regret looms large, to get to that true essence and truth of myself seems to be a long and winding road. I have lived one way for a long time and I crave a new way of living....I sit in a warm place that is filled with comfort and stability yet that very thing makes me crave everything that it is not....for all you enlightened souls out there, wish me well on this crazy journy, for i dont want to go alone.... 
xo
Blyss