mahphew

well, i have continued to get pummeled by this mighty cold....going on 6 days now...it sure makes my voice sound cool when i sing though!!!, mabey i should start smoking again to get that great gravely voice....RIGHT! Tonight i go downtown, sick, to an old friends b-day and its quite a milestone...40! shit man, i am only 5 years away from that!!! dont worry, by then i will be living in a sailboat, based in vancouver but going as far as my fear will let me....I WILL RISE TO YOU FEAR!... dont you think fear can just run every fu@king thing in your life in some moments? i am at the stage where i feel like i am setting the stage for a super-neato mid-life crisis, not there yet but thinking that way anyway... this is why i am starting to do things that i thought i couldn't do anymore...like travel, cool sh&t, and more travel and even more cool s#it!!