magxc

i've been stuck in a rut rut rut for ages (years), but i don't know how to get out out out. i'm not sure grand or foolish gestures are going to do it this time.

maybe i should go to thailand. you know, like, find myself. reconnect with the spiritual.


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i saw the tall man/ tiny girl couple outside again a second ago. i see them all the time. we go to the same places. she must be nearly 2 feet shorter than him. it's *impossible* to look at them without thinking "hmmm, how's that work?". i wonder if they know this.


In the paper at the weekend, Alain de Botton, in a (moisteningly lovely) piece describing his favourite photo:

"there are no more tempting targets for romantic fantasies than those who are misundertood by others - and happen also to be very beautiful"

I think I might send it to Sean. Y'know, for the business plan...



*the adjective thing from the last journal:

I wonder if we can ever know how others see us. Even glimpse. I suppose not, really. S'fun to try, though.

In the replies I restricted myself to one word. I chose the words pretty carefully, but some of them might be a bit...oblique. make of them what you will, or ask.

*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?