ok, so i've got another 3-month contract. this is good. for now.
things all seem a little up in the air at the moment. i'm not sure where i'm headed but i'm a bit less worried about that than i was.
there are strange, exciting, beautiful things in the world. perhaps if i try to be a little less worried about not being where i want to be yet i'll be able to seize what's good.
perhaps, perhaps.
god, i hate feeling like a neophyte
"I will find out where she has gone,
And kiss her lips and take her hands,
And walk along the long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun."
things all seem a little up in the air at the moment. i'm not sure where i'm headed but i'm a bit less worried about that than i was.
there are strange, exciting, beautiful things in the world. perhaps if i try to be a little less worried about not being where i want to be yet i'll be able to seize what's good.
perhaps, perhaps.
god, i hate feeling like a neophyte
"I will find out where she has gone,
And kiss her lips and take her hands,
And walk along the long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun."