magpi

woo hoo
finaly have money to pay my sg account
and a new card
bloody getting to drunk and losing my credit card

i have a job
woo me

working for RMIT in the student online enrolment help desk department

and as usual they havent preped any thing for us to start work

great

so im sitting around doing nothing but read mags all day and eting payed very well to do so

TOOL - Forty-Six & 2 Lyrics

My shadow's

Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel...
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this is th eother song that reminds me of my american ex

Say hello to the rug's topography
It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it
Say hello to the shrinking in your head
You can't see it but you know its there so don't neglect it

I'm taking her home with me all dressed in white
She's got everything...
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this is my mood at the mo
also reminds me of rachel my ex
who is coming back to australia in a weeks time
and moving int o my place in melbourne till she get herself sorted

still not sure if thats a good idea or not



Go to sleep you little baby (go to sleep you little baby)
Go to sleep you little baby...
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well it becomes official
today i am now a melbourneian
move in to my new place today

been here 3 weeksn now
still cant find work but i have a netter out look on how to find it after soem helpful advice on thursday night while out drinking with randoms

still gettign mild agsiety atackes abotu the whole move but no where near as bad...
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had myself a bit of a whity this mornign
found myself wandering the streets with pokets full of booze making international calls to ex girlfriends (so not a good idea on a head full of acid) then spent another 3 hours looking a a blank peice of paper with pen in my hand and so much to write but no idea how to get it...
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well its odfficial
im no longer a sydney sger

as of now im living and working in melbourne

just got the job i got rejected for

woo hoo

thanks every one for you love and energy

sorry i havent been replaying to your messages had other things on my mind

love and light
blair

ok who's playing games with me
got call yesterday
i fly back to melbourne on thursday to interveiw for the exact same job i got rejected for
also have a couple of other interveiws down there fingers crossed

what the fuck have i done to piss of the higher powers

well i didnt get the job in melbourne
should have fuckn known when i hadnt found out by the end of last week

i've ad enough of the bad energy thats been dished out to me at the mo t can fuck right off

and i know all that shit about its only...
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