Monday Jun 13, 2005

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hmm why is it that me and relationships only seem to have a life span of 3 months

after spending all weekend sitting around and talking and coming up against nothing but brick walls me and debs have gone our own sep ways

i know it was going ot happen sooner or later so im prob not as upset as i could be but still feel gutted

she has been so nice to me
for once i haev nto been the cruch of the relationship
not the one who is the rebound guy showing some one they are worthy of love
for once show one showed me that i am

hard to deal with when all have had in the past is "im sorry i cant be with you cause your to nice to me i done deirve you"
yes i have ad that said to me
and more than once

after a while you become amune to feelings when your harts been stomped on a few to many times

makes it hard to accept when you do meet some one nice that yes we all need love

and it been to long since i last felt that form some one



in other news only a couple of days till i find out if im going to need to invest in new thermals to live in elbourne this winter
(in other words only a couple of days till i find out if i got the job with vic roads in melbourne)
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contessakatarina:
I am sorry to hear that you and debs have come to an end - it sounds like you have learn't more than your fair share about relationships and defined what your needs are. I hope you get the Melbin gig - it's a great place for a new start. Happy Solstice and Full Moon Blessings Sweetheart - may all your dreams come true. Blessed Be, R x
mistahprince:
Sorry to hear about this. Good luck to you, man.

Oh, and I hope you rock out down south tongue

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