sweetavenue and I hooked up last Fri night. She's very cool. There was a great kinship, lots to talk about, all the ingredients for an attractive meeting of forces. And it was fun. I would definitely do something with her again. It was great fun. What a cool girl! Thanks SG. Thanks sweetavenue.
I just ate my first warm meal at home.... some reheated Veggie...
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I just ate my first warm meal at home.... some reheated Veggie...
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I decided against rehashing that shrill.
I have a belief that we change our identity by observing it. I just do not believe I need to spend any more time than necessary in "transitional" funks, particularly if they are hardcore (for me that is).
As for my writing, I drew out a storyboard of 16 chapters, so that I can see where I am going....
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I have a belief that we change our identity by observing it. I just do not believe I need to spend any more time than necessary in "transitional" funks, particularly if they are hardcore (for me that is).
As for my writing, I drew out a storyboard of 16 chapters, so that I can see where I am going....
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cybele:
Meltdown averted. Thanks for sending in the troops. 
shicawgo:
I'm only a member because I'm doing a brand insight on SG. So I changed everything so explain what it is....boring I know.
I'm more actions than words this week. The words would be too shrill anyway.
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trixel:
Shrill away, baby! That's what this place is for.
sweetavenue:
hiya...how's your week going? things are still crazy with me but slowing down a bit. hurray!
Happy Mother's day to all the mothers out there...
and..
Happy Motherfucker's Day to all the motherfuckers out there.
I'm filing my court appearance at my divorce (instead of going), filing it tomorrow. Then sometime in July while I am partying she'll do the court appearance on her own. Yay! I'm so excited. I've never done this before!
That means I get to wear the...
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Happy Motherfucker's Day to all the motherfuckers out there.
I'm filing my court appearance at my divorce (instead of going), filing it tomorrow. Then sometime in July while I am partying she'll do the court appearance on her own. Yay! I'm so excited. I've never done this before!
That means I get to wear the...
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magni:
4.5 + 4 years dating....she was ultimately dumb too. Now she acts like she wants to get back together (she left because she was freaking out about nothing). She always always tried to leave when I was going through a transformation, this was a big one and this time she got away. Now I'm done...and she now knows that she fucked up.
But she isn't a great enough person to be worth going through this with her anymore.
But she isn't a great enough person to be worth going through this with her anymore.
magni:
I need not be so hard on her.
Thursday and Friday I just about swore off sex indefinitely.
I had been processing a lot of shit lately. I'm walking away from a long relationship and changing everyday. I got to the point of needing to appreciate women who leave and/or cheat, more than I do already, but the biggest obstacle for that for me was the fact that my own mother left my...
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I had been processing a lot of shit lately. I'm walking away from a long relationship and changing everyday. I got to the point of needing to appreciate women who leave and/or cheat, more than I do already, but the biggest obstacle for that for me was the fact that my own mother left my...
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sweetavenue:
thanks...the memories of that were fresh when i wrote it, but they are slowly decomposing, which i take as a good thing. mostly.
laika is one of my favorite bands ever. my favorite cd of theirs is "sounds of the satellites." some of the best "make out" music ever. heh. you've inspired me to bring "lost in space" to work today, too. i saw them a few years ago at double door and it was amazing.
have a good day.
laika is one of my favorite bands ever. my favorite cd of theirs is "sounds of the satellites." some of the best "make out" music ever. heh. you've inspired me to bring "lost in space" to work today, too. i saw them a few years ago at double door and it was amazing.
have a good day.
sweetavenue:
i wish you were at the peaches show. i'm quite certain you would have loved it. the atmosphere was great. lots of hot boys and girls, everyone smiling and so into the show.
I have been writing like a turd in my journal.
I talk like a turd in voice mail. I write like a turd in e-mail and journals.
Appearantly I am talking to some inner freak when a live person isn't involved.
I love being wrong/stupid/weird/fucked up even, as long as I get to see it after for what it is.
I talk like a turd in voice mail. I write like a turd in e-mail and journals.
Appearantly I am talking to some inner freak when a live person isn't involved.
I love being wrong/stupid/weird/fucked up even, as long as I get to see it after for what it is.
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sweetavenue:
i just sent you a message. 
sweetavenue:
i just checked out the link, looks like fun.
i'm not really much of a "club" person. i'm more of a going to see a band or a dive bar kind of person.
right now i'm a typing a lot not making much sense kind of a person...
i'm not really much of a "club" person. i'm more of a going to see a band or a dive bar kind of person.
right now i'm a typing a lot not making much sense kind of a person...
I started interviewing my main character for the fiction I'm writing.
I had this story worked out in its basic conception over the last 6 mos, a metaphor for one man finding his thing in the postfeminist world (I was born from one), but a lot of it takes place during the Battle for Okinawa during WW2.
Right now the interview is specifically for the...
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I had this story worked out in its basic conception over the last 6 mos, a metaphor for one man finding his thing in the postfeminist world (I was born from one), but a lot of it takes place during the Battle for Okinawa during WW2.
Right now the interview is specifically for the...
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magni:
I should explain....Joe Van Roost is a dreamer who resorts to delusions to help cope with the battle of Okinawa and a strange event helps him launch well into one. But before that he has a fascination with Priscilla Lawson's trangressive character, Aura, of the Flash Gordon serials. He's getting set up into a cult of woman worship of his own making, a strange kind of ultimately tragic love, because it is impossible, like Goethe's Werther but on a media scale.
magni:
The bulk of the story is not centered around this fascination with Aura by any means. Its just meant to set up a consistency of character.
Today is my first party in my new place. Its just a "progressive" condo party where other condo owners in my new building come over then we go to someone else's place...etc
The day I logged in I broke up with my girlfriend who strips (fully nude) for a living but also has a long distance boyfriend. I can't tell you how often it is...
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The day I logged in I broke up with my girlfriend who strips (fully nude) for a living but also has a long distance boyfriend. I can't tell you how often it is...
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magni:
I'm going through a transition. I know I am going to regret being as open as I am, later.
After the swingers tore up my wife, I have become like "The Punisher" only for sex instead of violence.
Anyway I mentioned the condo party because it is when I get to see who is sleepable.
Its quiet over here.
After the swingers tore up my wife, I have become like "The Punisher" only for sex instead of violence.
Anyway I mentioned the condo party because it is when I get to see who is sleepable.
Its quiet over here.
hey...where'd that comment disappear to?
[Edited on May 26, 2004 3:52PM]