magni

Dude, I always rock the party that rocks the body.

it was very cool hanging out last nite. we had a blast. we'll have to do something again, i do believe

You are DEFINITELY in a Bukowski state-of-mind, my darling. (Who was he humping? Hard telling, but you can bet yer ass she was shitty drunk and probably sporting a peg-leg!) The self-proclaimed "Dirty Old Man" spent most of his time "getting it on" nowhere but in the dark confines of his sad and lonely soul. As one who drinks too much yet lives like a nun of the Anchorite Order, I think I can relate to what you are going through. "Numb" is what one becomes...

You are not alone.

(Coffee taste-tester?? That would be my DREAM job, baby!)

yea, ryan's kinda creepy. he's one of those conservative-types with a freaky bone in his body or two. it's all & all a pretty ugly bit of politics going down - i sort of feel bad, especially now that republicans (locally, state-wide & even nationally) are pretty much abandoning the poor guy.

Hallo neighbor!
I was at midsommarfest for about an hour to see Kelly Hogan and eat a notverygood Greek pizza from Andie's (I heart Andies, but I shoulda played it safe and gone with the falafel). I'm actually up by Clark & Devon, not so far from you at all....maybe I even know who you are. Mwahahahahaha.

ipods are soooo cool. i play with my wife's all the time and dream of the day i can have my own

got yer email - i'll respond soon

It's too bad for me that there aren't some other key people in my life who felt the same way.
Nevertheless, I thank you for your flattering words.

you always got the best posts and responses.

anyway, thanks for the post ... it made me feel confirmed in my thought that the strip club is fun, and filled with interesting people. it sounds soooo silly & naive, but i like to think that having the mindset where i don't forget that the women are *real people* - or just trying to have fun (and not be creepy) - makes a difference. then it can be an atmosphere where everyone just has sexy fun & feels good, as compared to something exploitative. .. trying to use my perception (a la your journal entry maybe?) to make it a place like SG: filled with smart, interesting, gorgeous women who love sex and innocent fun.

that would be great - i'd love to meet roxy

i was actually talking to my wife this morning, and i was like "you would get SUCH a kick out of the strip club!" - i think i've almost got *her* convinced to go check one out sometime

thanks for the sweet message today.

i have been awake on and off and my throat still hurts sooo much, so i haven't been feeling talk-y. i'll call you tomorrow. i'm not sure if i'm going to work or not yet, i'll see how i feel in the morning i guess.

i hope your day went well.

Let me just get a Milo, then I'll read.

Yes, I WORK TOO MUCH, DAMNIT. (But I refuse to become a Dull Girl.)

Sounds like things are looking up for YOU, dear boy. Good!

I blush happily at the boing.

"Yeah! No one ever leaves you totally. But you always leave with something new. Is that a fucking paradox?"

You are so right. I've learned something from every relationship I've been in. I may not be sure what is is that I learned, but I know it was something. lol.

thanks... everything is a cycle, and hopefully things will either work out with her parents, or at least she has a really strong family support network around her.

Someone always needs to make the clean break in the end of a relationship, stop the to-ing and fro-ing. I haven't ever been strong enough to do it myself yet!

I hope you really are having fun, get up to some mischief while you're at it