I'm really starting to feel great!
I know that that sounds strange but I had only been divorced since June, separated nearly a year, overwhelmed by my ex's numerous lovers, my paralysis, and her anger. In all honesty this was a fucking hard year at first but I kept my chin up as crazy as it seemed at the time to do it.
Now I'm really starting to appreciate what I've escaped with, and the value of the work I did since. I really fucking cleaned house!
I apologize for the late notice but, I want to go to a fundraiser at the Wild Hare, Sun 12/5 at 6p-12a but C will not be able to go unless she gets cut from work. It simply will not be as fun without her but it's put on by my stylist and I said I would go. Not that I have to but its a good cause, I've shown my support before and I have indicated my continued support.
Is anybody interested in going with me?
I can guarantee that there will be lots of flexible & cute girls, a few metrosexuals, and an extremely good cause (Awassa Children's Project).
If that's your scene, you'd probably have a lot of fun. Even if its not its still a good cause. These are orphans in Ethiopia that taught themselves gymnastics and do shows to educate the the country about HIV/AIDS (where it is a pretty widespread plague). I can't think of a better cause..you've got orphans who are resourceful...and the AIDs epidemic in Africa which is killing epic proportions of the population. Far more than on any other continent. Africa is the thought to be the origin of the HIV virus. If we can't contain it in Africa, whose to say our future may not look similar down the road?
These are good people with a good cause.
Oh yeah ..$20 cover.
Update***************************
I've been hearing a bit about these existential crisises people have been coming down with lately. But as I was out looking for a GTA Vice City disk, just now, to replace the borrowed and now scratched one, I got this sinking feeling too.
I was going to do some grocery shopping too but started thinking, "oh whats the point?". Not that the point of being able to eat is hard to fathom, just "I don't have a lifestyle, why pretend to have anything more than the minimum, why maintain nothingness, I don't have a serious home, no real being" angst.
I've experienced these before. Life seems frictionless, random, unimportant, passionless, anticlimactic.
I just ignore it.
Don't look down. Don't freak out. Go about everything you normally would have to do and everything you like to do, as though everything is normal. It just goes away. Trust me.
I know that that sounds strange but I had only been divorced since June, separated nearly a year, overwhelmed by my ex's numerous lovers, my paralysis, and her anger. In all honesty this was a fucking hard year at first but I kept my chin up as crazy as it seemed at the time to do it.
Now I'm really starting to appreciate what I've escaped with, and the value of the work I did since. I really fucking cleaned house!
I apologize for the late notice but, I want to go to a fundraiser at the Wild Hare, Sun 12/5 at 6p-12a but C will not be able to go unless she gets cut from work. It simply will not be as fun without her but it's put on by my stylist and I said I would go. Not that I have to but its a good cause, I've shown my support before and I have indicated my continued support.
Is anybody interested in going with me?
I can guarantee that there will be lots of flexible & cute girls, a few metrosexuals, and an extremely good cause (Awassa Children's Project).
If that's your scene, you'd probably have a lot of fun. Even if its not its still a good cause. These are orphans in Ethiopia that taught themselves gymnastics and do shows to educate the the country about HIV/AIDS (where it is a pretty widespread plague). I can't think of a better cause..you've got orphans who are resourceful...and the AIDs epidemic in Africa which is killing epic proportions of the population. Far more than on any other continent. Africa is the thought to be the origin of the HIV virus. If we can't contain it in Africa, whose to say our future may not look similar down the road?
These are good people with a good cause.
Oh yeah ..$20 cover.
Update***************************
I've been hearing a bit about these existential crisises people have been coming down with lately. But as I was out looking for a GTA Vice City disk, just now, to replace the borrowed and now scratched one, I got this sinking feeling too.
I was going to do some grocery shopping too but started thinking, "oh whats the point?". Not that the point of being able to eat is hard to fathom, just "I don't have a lifestyle, why pretend to have anything more than the minimum, why maintain nothingness, I don't have a serious home, no real being" angst.
I've experienced these before. Life seems frictionless, random, unimportant, passionless, anticlimactic.
I just ignore it.
Don't look down. Don't freak out. Go about everything you normally would have to do and everything you like to do, as though everything is normal. It just goes away. Trust me.
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ginacherry:
HEY- I hope you are doing better right now- sorry the year has been a bitch- but here I am with a *HUG* to make to make your feel better. 
ladymaze:
Hoping all is well with you today. 