magni

I had amazing super nostalgia last night rereading my old blog posts.

I had friends that always commented and I said the craziest random shit. I barely realized I was saying shit on that level too. Whats amazing is I was always in so much pain and yet I almost always sounded upbeat. I mean holy fuck some of those time where the worst in my life and yet some of the shit I said was comic gold!

Now things are more difficult as far as having that on SG. Many or even most of my friends have gone. The greatest thing we all shared was possibility...possibility about what this community could mean.

I don't think I can replace that now. All I can do is hold on to my friends tight now.

Don't let your friends go.