magni

I just said yes to SF, I want it anyway.

Now my boss wants to leave and take me with him to a currency trading group. He used to be an institutional currency trader for Bank One.

It started with me asking him if he would work for me down the road. In all seriousness I asked him. I don't know what I'll be doing...
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Nothing new.

Oh things change. I'm going to SF. I don't have a job there but I have been in a rut where I am now.

I actually laugh out loud now just thinking about how imprisoned I had become getting married, becoming responsible with a stable job, no debt including student debt allowed, becoming her little man, and not rocking the boat. How that...
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Its a totally bad thing to say but I think organic cigarettes are a really nice smoke compared to how other cigarettes I've smoked are.

I had fun Friday night too. Thanks to yall that participated in that!

EDIT: Sorcha. Ah but these are not just additive free but probably not genetically modified, and if they have special tobacco food that's part of the cigarette...
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Sometimes I feel like I am being lazy.

I just like to sit around looking cool, and sometimes not even that cool. I smirk and laugh at everyone who works hard at my job. My boss is kindof a smirking Moroccan marxist so he gets it too. That's cool. But I used to be the only one.

I complain about the ever continuous rotating head...
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I haven't updated in eons!

Well when am I going to have something to say so I can finally update?

Shhh...don't write to yourself in public, people might be reading this.

There's no one reading this! Why? Do you think someone's reading this?

I dunno, I'm just saying..

Maybe it'll come off as quirky and wierd. Maybe it'll be cute.

Oh yeah like we meant...
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Head spinning again (hey who replaced that last picture?)

Exceedingly happy with myself despite this.

Have much work to do. And much play.

Writing is going well. I feel like I am almost done. I have written most everything, and what largely remains is polishing. And for the first thing I've written in over a decade I am very happy.

I find I'm writing at...
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Hey...everybody. I forgot to mention I'm on 2 weeks vacation and doing (ish) a writing blitz!

Whoopie!

UPDATE: some results from the blitz (Mind you this in the late 30's)

When Flash Gordon and Dale his frail blonde damsel, met for the first time the evil Emperor Ming and his large breasted daughter, Princess Aura, Aura saw that Dale was with Flash and immediately gave...
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Time for an update but what to say? What to confess?

I have been going out of my mind with something wicked. Thats because my mind was not a good place to stay in. Something bad happened to me long ago that I'm just now accepting.

I'm not the strongest boy but I like my girlfriends.

Some girls are nice people.

Esme is disappearing...and while it has been 9 months for me 6 of them were spent enjoying her company and sharing SG as an arena to explore our sexual-social-political selves.

Initially she helped me through a very difficult time. Our first few months I couldn't help but share some immense pain with her. For which she was there unconditionally.

Imagine that. This bright young kid,...
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I am so fickle....

Or inconsistent.

I wrote an ending to the bit I posted earlier, but I won't let anyone comment on it (positive or negative) because it is too personal. So I only let a few I know will keep mum see it. Trying to operate those damn experiences and emotions. It al makes sense.

But then I proceeded to fantasize about getting...
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Here is some draft of the writing I am talking about. This is real novel stuff. I'm serious about whipping this into reality. If any of you are self-critical writers yourselves then by all means make yourself known by ripping into it. Otherwise I won't make this baby as good as it possibly can. Think of it in the context of being a possible open...
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